Back Here Again
After a meeting tonight on the Westside, I drove past my old apartment. I can’t believe it’s been almost 2 months since I’ve moved.
I don’t know what happened - most likely it’s a combination of the emotional turmoil I’ve been going through in all aspects of my life - but I completely broke down.
It’s strange how things can change overnight. I moved out, hoping to have a fresh start, and it’s a new start all right… one that was completely unexpected.
I’m typing this from my new “home”, but it has yet to feel like home. And yes, I know home is within yourself - as I’ve learned over the past few years - and maybe that’s why I feel pretty damn lonely.
August 9th, 2006 at 6:48 am
sometimes you need to have a complete breakdown to appreciate everything that’s in front of you. it’s all part of “growing up”. i love you and want you to take time for yourself. you’ve got a lot going on and were there for me when i needed you. i hope i can do the same. and you have this weekend with the cousins to enjoy everything.
August 9th, 2006 at 8:24 am
Hey you,
It’s been a long time. I sent you an email a few weeks ago, did you get it? I know we haven’t talked in awhile, but I just want you to know that I’ve been thinking about you a lot lately. You are such strong person, Jamie. I’m so proud of you. Do you remember our discussion late last year? One of your main goals was to find a place & look at you NOW! Change is always hard in the beginning, but like everything else, it gets easier with time. I’m not sure what you’re going through right now, but just be good to yourself & know that everything is working in perfect order as it should be for you. Take care.